Life, or something weird like it!!!

Life is weird. If you ask God, please God O please God take me out of this hell hole. He say's you need to face your problems, get over your demons! Trust me, it will only make you stronger. Well, here I am, nearly over my problems and very close to getting over my demons.. which I would like to think, I have none. And you may think life is supposed to get better?

Just when things fall into place, you believe what you made yourself believe. BAM! Life hits you hard again. I don't even know why I complain! I've been really blessed. I don't have half the world's problems. :) But, human's I tell you! They just loveeeee making their life seem to miserable and mysterious and enticing. That would include me. :)

I wish I could give my super power to everyone in this world. My power of self healing... well it's not technically healing ..it's just distracting yourself enough to stop thinking about certain things. Then one day you'll forget you are doing that in the first place.. coz life as we know it...you'll have other issues to deal with and you'll get busy distracting yourself to get over that.

People get sad, they get lonely and sometimes annoying when they blab about their life problems. But, trust me if you were sitting up there.. I mean where God is.. He'd be laughing and saying I see your future and the thing you are fretting about right now.. is so so stupid that I can't even tell you ..and he does just that! Sigh.

There is so much sadness in this world. I wish the people of the world could somehow find a way to be happy. Something that could bring a smile to their faces and they would do it over and over again ... just to be happy for life.

Positive and Optimistic,
Me


p.s. I really wish I could be more pictorial with my emotions and I am really trying. i.e. drawing emoticons with every blog post. But, I suck at it. Talk about being optimistic right!! :-p

Feel The Heat

The worst is over, a warm(pun intended!!) welcome to Spring. The birds know its time to migrate back and my house is now gonna be infested with insects. I knew it's time, when I was actually sweating while exercising. I would really like to think it was the extra workout. Boy, truth hurts.

The only reason I like winter is because I get to wear my short skirts WITH stockings. I'm shy. So, while the skirts get shorter in this season, for me .. it's back to plain old jeans. tsk tsk. On the bright side, I get dressed faster! No more calculating the no. of jackets I need to carry while stepping out. And no more dreading to step out :).

Well, I'm just glad I see green. There were many false alarms in the past. I blame the cuse weather. But it look's like Spring is here to stay. So Enjoy.

Enjoying the weather,

happy me.

Segregation

Ya it's been a while, I know. Incidences in my life have now compelled me to take a deeper look within myself. There is a lot to learn, there is a lot I am learning and there is a lot I've learned.

It's a known fact that I bend, I adapt, I move on. To me, it is a desirable quality in a person. What can go wrong with someone who learns to move with the current? It turns out, I lose myself.

The question is then what is 'Myself'? Well, years of meditation and sanctity is the time needed to answer this and I don't have that kinda time. If I try to dissect my character at a high level, I realize that there are things that completely define me. For example, I love dancing, I love dogs, I love grad school, I love dressing up, I love my curly hair. Surely, there is more to me than that. But, I've changed with time, with people, with surroundings. You have to agree, it affects a person's character. At this point you can either make it or break it.

Don't quote me when I say I change. I consider it as the survival of the fittest.

I'm a survivor,

Me

ICC World Cup 2011

As I speak, I slur right now,

Coz this win has made me so proud.

We hoped and prayed for this day to come,

And today it is, the decision is firm.

It's not time to be poetic,

it's all just coming to me.

My stomach is sick,

But my heart is glee.

We won We won, We won hurray.

This day is so special,so happy so gay.

No more differences,

We come together as one,

we made it through the odds,

we had so much fun.

We are the champions,we rule this game.

We will fight till the end,to keep this fame.

I sat through it, I'm surprised I didn't faint,

Coz moments like these aren't pictures to paint.

The voices shout from within,telling me I'm proud,

I love my country, I love my crowd.

It's all coming to me, these words I say,

I can't stop now, I loved today.

It's not just a silly game, it's the answer to our pains.

It's the way we fight back,with blue blood in our veins.

Oh deary , bless the people for having such power to stir,

We are One .. we are INDIANS.

From,

A Proud Indian

Jai Hind!

Sponge bob who ?

I really really really hate to admit this but I share a secret connection with Sponge Bob Square Pants. It's not that I like him ... I am him. I worry! I took this stupid test a while ago.. which cartoon character do I resemble? And you would expect .. someone cool like T-bone or jerry, anything but Sponge Bob Square Pants. I admit, I had no clue who he was.. and to top that the explanation of the character went something like.. you are nice to everyone, friendly, charming!! Well, that sounds good... so I didn't bother so much. :)

Recently, thanks to my nephew, I am forced to watch sponge bob square pants! And trust me, he is annoying. He is gullible, easy, cranky, in constant need of being liked and goes completely out of his way to do something for people .. it's almost unbelievable. My point here being that .. be nice but don't be gullible.. help everyone but don't go crazy.. and just don't be cranky .. that is plainly annoying. And if you ever attain this level of sensibility, teach me as well! :)

The only thing I admittingly have in common with mr. sponge bob square pants is good friends. :) I also wouldn't mine a pineapple house under the sea. :)

Aye Aye Captain!!

that's me

Ticked Off

"Any resemblance to persons living or dead should be plainly apparent to them and those who know them. All events described herein (this blog) actually happened, but my intentions are to only highlight the ongoings of MY life and MY life only.". Boy I feel like a celebrity. I'm famous ... how else can you explain hate emails.... I don't understand how my love for romantic comedies and my ways to keep myself happy and content... can possibly be offensive. May be coz I'm happy... and I'm happy to be happy. I guess that's about it.

Anyway.. I do have a good life and I'm willing to always have one... unless "persons" try really hard to mess it up :).

Being nice - tick

Being considerate - tick

Being famous - tick

Being awesome - tick

Being myself - ticked off!

I come in peace,

Jay with a y..

I'm pretty fly for a brown girl ...

Yes I did it again .. managed to cut fringes all on my own and they've got a little shorter than I planned. But I think they look good. :) I am known to take such drastic measures when I feel alone... or weird... or just plain bored. So on days like these I perform my rituals .. get out of my house and face the sun with a smiling face ... and the world just seems nice again.

Now this may be of no major significance... but I wanna put this down for it to remain as a memory. I was asked to be in a music video .. sounds awesome at first ..doesn't it. So this hip group of people are walking on the other side of the road ... one of them comes to me and says .. hey listen up ... we are making a music video and one of our girls just couldn't make it ..would you please be a part of this video. You are perfect for it... and the flyest gal in syracuse at this very moment..(Note: there was no one on the road). Now this is exactly what went through my head ...this is a scam..cant be true.. they are gonna rob me off my head phones. Yeah ..that is how much I love them.

So I say .. ya know I have to study ..and submit something tonight... I'm sorry ... but I wish you luck for your video .. and he is like 10 minutes..just 10 minutes. I think to myself .. I don't do no 10 min .. I'm pretty fly for a brown girl!! :-p :-p.

OK Next Story,

I do not know how or when this happened... but now I call myself Jay... like Jay Z .. only difference being the gender.. :-p It was probably around the time I used to have lotta coffee at Starbucks and they asked me my name.. and from Janvir.. jonvi.. ja...eh what... I settled for Jay..or just J is fine really. Oops I did it again ... today I even called myself that. This "Jay" thing is starting to pick up. In no time .. I'll be Jay .. just Jay.

Fitness regime.

My wardrobe has taken a sudden turn towards athletic wear. And I'm loving it. I'm trying to change my food habits... but it doesn't help if someone opens a bag of fries right in front of ya which compels you to write this post. Where else can I take out my frustration.

na na .. that's not it ... we bought kinect few days back and I'm been pretty much hooked onto it. Dance is what I love and I put in that extra money just to buy myself Dance Central cd. I am freakin loving it. Today I did a "drop it like it's hot" dance. Unlocked a new venue ... and new knockout regime and all levels for that song .. yeah I'm that good.

But dancing to all kinds of songs.. made me realize the kinda dance I really do well and others not so much. If it involves anything with moves and ya know like wiggle waggle your body ..I can do it. But the whole robotic ..stiff dance number..I'm still to excel at. Boy am I glad they don't put in lotta stunts and all ...coz I just cant do it. I don't wanna be breaking my bones over this. It's just not worth it. Dance is supposed to be fun right!

I just love to dance and that's what I do best. :)

p.s. every inch of my body is paining right now.

Breaking a leg..

me

Music makes me lose control

ok I looooooooooooooooove music ... I'm a complete music junky. Well .. if a song plays.. I just have to.. have to sing along ... and please don't get intimidated by the number of songs I can actually sing.. if you listen closer I'm just saying stuff that sounds like the actual lyrics. It's usually just some random word that fit's perfectly. Damn..now you know my secret. But this is not why I'm writing this post... I am now a proud owner of BOSE headphones. yeah the most pricey thing on the list of things I own. Gawd..I'm such a show off.

I can now listen to beats in a song I didn't know it had... like every song I replay now sounds so much different. I'm not kidding .. really. you should try it... wait you can't ... (evil laughter).... It's a whole new experience. And I've now shifted to a little trance and random music on thesixtyone.com. Only true music junkies are on thesixtyone...coz it's so damn cool.

Ok I have to get back to my awesome musical experience. I'm drowning .. drowning .. I'm gone.

Flying while drowning,

me

Spring Break

Spring break to me...at the age of 16 was that show on MTV with girls dancing in bikinis and guys wearing weird flowery shorts ... I was like ..where is this place... do they dance all day ? They look like they are loving it!! Well here I am.. way..way past 16...the spring break has started... my friends have gone to miami and I'm sitting at home working on projects that I really dont have to work so hard for... but I still choose to.

Crazy workaholic,
me