Life, or something weird like it!!!

Life is weird. If you ask God, please God O please God take me out of this hell hole. He say's you need to face your problems, get over your demons! Trust me, it will only make you stronger. Well, here I am, nearly over my problems and very close to getting over my demons.. which I would like to think, I have none. And you may think life is supposed to get better?

Just when things fall into place, you believe what you made yourself believe. BAM! Life hits you hard again. I don't even know why I complain! I've been really blessed. I don't have half the world's problems. :) But, human's I tell you! They just loveeeee making their life seem to miserable and mysterious and enticing. That would include me. :)

I wish I could give my super power to everyone in this world. My power of self healing... well it's not technically healing ..it's just distracting yourself enough to stop thinking about certain things. Then one day you'll forget you are doing that in the first place.. coz life as we know it...you'll have other issues to deal with and you'll get busy distracting yourself to get over that.

People get sad, they get lonely and sometimes annoying when they blab about their life problems. But, trust me if you were sitting up there.. I mean where God is.. He'd be laughing and saying I see your future and the thing you are fretting about right now.. is so so stupid that I can't even tell you ..and he does just that! Sigh.

There is so much sadness in this world. I wish the people of the world could somehow find a way to be happy. Something that could bring a smile to their faces and they would do it over and over again ... just to be happy for life.

Positive and Optimistic,
Me


p.s. I really wish I could be more pictorial with my emotions and I am really trying. i.e. drawing emoticons with every blog post. But, I suck at it. Talk about being optimistic right!! :-p

Feel The Heat

The worst is over, a warm(pun intended!!) welcome to Spring. The birds know its time to migrate back and my house is now gonna be infested with insects. I knew it's time, when I was actually sweating while exercising. I would really like to think it was the extra workout. Boy, truth hurts.

The only reason I like winter is because I get to wear my short skirts WITH stockings. I'm shy. So, while the skirts get shorter in this season, for me .. it's back to plain old jeans. tsk tsk. On the bright side, I get dressed faster! No more calculating the no. of jackets I need to carry while stepping out. And no more dreading to step out :).

Well, I'm just glad I see green. There were many false alarms in the past. I blame the cuse weather. But it look's like Spring is here to stay. So Enjoy.

Enjoying the weather,

happy me.

Segregation

Ya it's been a while, I know. Incidences in my life have now compelled me to take a deeper look within myself. There is a lot to learn, there is a lot I am learning and there is a lot I've learned.

It's a known fact that I bend, I adapt, I move on. To me, it is a desirable quality in a person. What can go wrong with someone who learns to move with the current? It turns out, I lose myself.

The question is then what is 'Myself'? Well, years of meditation and sanctity is the time needed to answer this and I don't have that kinda time. If I try to dissect my character at a high level, I realize that there are things that completely define me. For example, I love dancing, I love dogs, I love grad school, I love dressing up, I love my curly hair. Surely, there is more to me than that. But, I've changed with time, with people, with surroundings. You have to agree, it affects a person's character. At this point you can either make it or break it.

Don't quote me when I say I change. I consider it as the survival of the fittest.

I'm a survivor,

Me

ICC World Cup 2011

As I speak, I slur right now,

Coz this win has made me so proud.

We hoped and prayed for this day to come,

And today it is, the decision is firm.

It's not time to be poetic,

it's all just coming to me.

My stomach is sick,

But my heart is glee.

We won We won, We won hurray.

This day is so special,so happy so gay.

No more differences,

We come together as one,

we made it through the odds,

we had so much fun.

We are the champions,we rule this game.

We will fight till the end,to keep this fame.

I sat through it, I'm surprised I didn't faint,

Coz moments like these aren't pictures to paint.

The voices shout from within,telling me I'm proud,

I love my country, I love my crowd.

It's all coming to me, these words I say,

I can't stop now, I loved today.

It's not just a silly game, it's the answer to our pains.

It's the way we fight back,with blue blood in our veins.

Oh deary , bless the people for having such power to stir,

We are One .. we are INDIANS.

From,

A Proud Indian

Jai Hind!