In search of a study partner

Things are getting pretty hectic. And my motivation has sorta been drifting like a boat. The troubled waters lie ahead and ahoy here I am. All I need right now is a perfect study partner. Someone who doesn't talk to me.. just sits there in front of me and studies. How hard is that right! We can have lunch and dinner together. We can have a bit of small talk only if necessary. But mostly is completely dedicated to studying. I had asked her to get a laptop so that we can study together, but instead she got a boyfriend. So now she has a captain for her love boat and I am sitting there in the middle of the sea trying to survive.

I miss my ex study partner. It's not everyday you find someone who doesn't talk to you, has an exact same schedule as yours and has shit loads of work to barely have any time for small talk. But graduation is a killer!

Hopefully this time will pass really fast and I'll be at shore.

till then, argh argh

me

The day the name Tarzan stuck to me

ok I am telling you ... all my life I have wished to carry off a hair cut like natalie raitano's in V.I.P. Yes I watched V.I.P when I was in school..Aren't you happy I didn't aspire to get a vallery irons look. So I made my mommy to take me to our regular hair dresser and the lady asked me how short I wanted my hair. STOP right here. It's like that pause in a movie where u wish you could come back to and change your decision.

Well I said I want the hair really short. Obviously she thought she knew better than me. And she gave me a mushroom cut instead. I thought I looked horrible. So I come home trying to hide face and I cry. Then I get an idea. Why not I get it cut realllllly short just like natalie raitano. :) (ting.. light bulb over my head.) So I do just that. I go back to the lady and tell her to cut it realllllly short. And obviously there is a little look that she gives me and finally I come home with a really short hair cut. That should make me feel great right! Nope not at all. How can I not realize that my hair is gonna grow and look like a mushroom hair cut anyway. I just added 2 weeks of misery.

That evening my mommy was going to Dadar and I know that you get these wigs there. So I beg her to get me one of those. I did I'm not kidding. I had school on Monday and I could not show up looking like this.

There is a another story to that day that I attended school but not important right now. Just to remind myself it is boycut -> Science -> teacher -> 2nd Oct.

Yeah My mom was back and I didn't see no wigs. Looking back at it now.. wearing a wig would have made me the laughing stock instead. But I had to go to play..how can I miss that. So I enter the terrace and all the boys and girls in my building go... hahaha where is your tarzan hair. I laughed it off..like I always do. And this is how the name got stuck to me. One good thing that came out of it is my wish of having a boy cut became non existent.

signed

The dead natalie raitano in me.

p.s. I think it was probably her crazy fighting skills that got my attention. I was hoping a hair cut like hers ..would contribute to acquire those skills. :p Crazy I sound.

100th Post

Too much pressure. ah.. feels like I'm completing 100 years of writing. Give me a break ..I rose against all odds of nothingness in my life. ahem well I guess its nothing so phenomenal.

In the last month that I was away not writing... I was busy thinking about it. So firstly I wanna start by saying that I love my room. It is only recently that we bought new furniture and due to unavailability of space in our miniature house, stuff was shifted in my room too. Now I cant just let it lay there, I had to rearrange things. And voila we have a nicely decorated room. I finally have a jewelry box. Thank God. And a nice way to stack my unbelievable number of footwear. I know right.

Ok I may show off by saying I know how to play garba or dandiya etc etc ... I'm from mumbai..I am expected to know how to. But to tell you the truth, the only time I've held a pair of dandiya was in a lame dance we did in 6th std. Yet I have the nerve to claim otherwise. I am not really sure how well I can bring it..but hey .. if your hands and head is in place by the end of it.. then I say you did a good job. Surprisingly my brother plays well. That I did not know about him.

I am planning to keep days, that I don't eat non vegetarian food. I am not too big on it anyway .. but still have to have one day of controlling temptation. And today was the first day I failed at it. :)

Hello..change of blog name in case anyone noticed. Turns out Eternal Sunshine Of the Spotless Mind didn't sound like me at all. When asked I could not justify why. Cannot believe it took me 99 posts to realize that. So here... title that makes more sense to me and hopefully to all.

Special Autograph Signature,

100TH post blogger.. ME.