Tuesday, February 3, 2009

This isnt Goodbye

Dear Mr.Broken Heart,

"I want love that is impossible..a man like me so irresponsible" in words of elton john.. my fav video with robert downey jr...though the song is kinda about drug abuse .. but that's beside the point .. So are u greedy for love? Are you willing to take chances .. are you ready to risk ? How badly do you really want it.. do you feel alone even when your surrounded by people .. or rather you wanna be left alone coz you wanna know , that you still have it in you to wanna be with someone and give it your all. I love to love .. I love to be happy and I love the fact I can use the word love and not get sick of it. Oh yes I do live in my fairy tale world but its not always that bright and colorful you know. To make something perfect you need time , patience and courage. I have all of that but just the one I love is not here with me. When you have to say "goodbye" to something you hold oh so dearly .. how hard is it for you? How hard is it to know that your gonna be miserable for time to come and that you need to start over or may be settle for something less! Now imagine doing it a hundred times and knowing that its killing you inside but you still have to put on a happy face coz people just don't wanna let you be. Yes, it happened to me ...a thousand goodbyes of the thing I love the most and sometimes when I sit alone in my room, I can still hear him, the 'Strums' ring tone of my Apple IPhone ring in my head. tanatanating tanatanatanating ...

goodbye Siemens c25, goodbye Nokia 8250 , goodbye Nokia 6100 , its not goodbye for you my dear, my Apple IPhone
I miss you and remember that I will love you forever.

Yours,
Jopo

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