My Very Own Ball Drop

It's time to thank all the people, places and times that has made this year amazing. What a way to end the year... than letting my hair down and going partying with my gals. I am the epitome of paranoia when it comes to going to clubs. I need the right people... the right setting and a perfect plan. But today I have never felt so free and senseless.. at the same time holding my ground. I am so afraid of being judged and being uptight ...that it makes me lose out on all the fun I could have had.

Today.. I have reached a new level and not just coz I danced on the table. Who knew people actually party in the empire state building. To me it's not just a tall building anymore. Quote: A rapper rapped a song for us. And this party was just the tip of the iceberg. Yes ..I am in love with New York. Any other place just wont do it. This year has really been eventful. A family vacation.. graduation.. job..my car.. I wonder ..a year is such a short time for all this to happen all at once.

How do I top this? To me the ball dropping event is over already. Isn't 2012 like the end of the world or something. I really don't care right now. I feel high ... higher than the empire state.. and this feeling is a good feeling. It's not just a new year .. it is the memories of the past and anticipation of the new things to come. A Happy New Year to you all. ooo I love my life.

Exhilarated,

Me